didn't go to school today,
full dress with ryan later
please, please let my back, stelli's knee, ming's ankle, kaka's toenail, pooty's neck or something & everything else be fine
swamped with a pile of work suddenly i don't think i can keep up, AND as everyone says, 'you're only j1!' but, how
did i make the right choice giving up poly
wake up, go to school, dance, go home have dinner, sleep & repeat the cycle
i promise i'll catch up on my work after danceworks.
for now, i'm off to do some work before going to school later
cos i doubt i'll be able to do it tonight
JACINTA TAN SIEW SIN, i'm so sorry i've been almost uncontactable recently, i couldn't make it for the party cos i left expo at 8 plus! seems like we've got a lot of catching up to do, soon i promise! i'll put aside my mountain of work just for you! & of course for you MABEL LEE MAY, threesome soon okay? i love you both please take care
promise me we'll have many more to come, don't go
time just passes so quickly
suddenly i wonder why i didn't treasure the time more
maybe because i never knew but oh well,
thank you for everything,
the fights, the tears, the laughter, the love
10:44 AM
i saw kyna on friday night,
haha, her vj skirt's so freakin short
it's literally a miniskirt.
unfairness
glad to see some things still stay the same though :)
levi's dance competition
deciding whether to do it or not
we're afraid we'll be too lousy :/
BUT, the good thing is we (veekay mabel andrea majo? keisha & i) will be dancing together again
so how!
six days to danceworks! 2006 finals
ever since our 2003 third placing,
i've never done finals ever since.
super hyped up
2:14 PM
enough of false hope
i'm so tired already
somehow i feel that i've been wasting five fucking months of my time
why didn't you tell me earlier
i don't wanna spend any more time trying to figure out why you're playing games with my heart
I really wanna hear you say
That you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away
Can't you see
Even though the moment's gone
I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round
Tell me
Have you ever loved & lost somebody
Wish there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see,
That's the way I feel about you & me, baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin' down the road you should be taking
I should know
Cos I'll have loved & lost the day I let you go.
8:07 PM
there're so many people around,
but i still feel alone.
9:28 PM
finally cleared things up & caught up. i can say i'm thankful for this friendship that has gone through so many obstacles. each time we manage to survive our ups & downs & end up cherishing each other so much more. even after so long of not talking to each other, we're still the same old people. we still think alike, speak alike, we still share that special bond.
I LOVE YOU TOO MABEL :D
7:46 PM
went down to town after that to buy jacinta's bag
vip treatment at world of sports uh?
hahah, she bought a gola one in the end.
like finally!
went to the gym on friday
towned after that, met molesto
saw stef! :D three of us were screaming talking taking photos laughing
typical us, i guess
went for the o school dance thing at town yesterday
met jo, then the rest of the cj dancers
mabel, nut & dianne came along too
the dance was cool, ryan was damn good as usual
then a long talk at BK with mabel & jo :D
Fractures in your facade of porcelain beauty says:
MABEL, SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE??
signed sealed delievered, im yours baby says:
HAHA
signed sealed delievered, im yours baby says:
beverley, so YOU think you can dance
Fractures in your facade of porcelain beauty says:
HAHAHH!
signed sealed delievered, im yours baby says:
mine sounds more sarcastic
signed sealed delievered, im yours baby says:
HAHAHAAHHA
Fractures in your facade of porcelain beauty says:
HAHAHHAHAHA.
Fractures in your facade of porcelain beauty says:
fine!
SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE
20 march monday, channel 5, 830pm
7:19 PM
http://kevan.org/johari?name=beverley-
CLICK!
i woke up at 715 today!
are you proud of me? (whoever you are)
but, i fell asleep again & woke up at 8, the time 1T03 was supposed to meet in school
reached school at 9 something in the end
did a rather er, ugly class flag, photocopied history then left for lunch with the class
met majo, chloe & bonnie at far east!
& chloe, i didn't do any trademark hop okay!
it's $549 only. not $529
i missed ya'll!
back to school for dance.
mrs koh's two cute kids came
they're so cute! i can't take it
i can't do the lying down with your legs behind you thing
it's damn painful la.
the rest of them do it like it's nothing
& i need abs, please
i feel like i'm doing acrobatics.
hahahah!
danceworks is coming, jrbyjksrtjksetjk!
i cleverly deleted everything from my memory stick in my phone
so, all my photos & videos are gone :(
SILLY ME! oh well
having a digicam is so exciting
snap here snap there
i just realised i have a large red bruise on my left knee!
due to dropping on the floor & doing all sorts of weird stunts during dance
well not really stunts but yea you get what i mean
i bet the other dancers have blueblacks too!
no dance tomorrow!
Fractures in your facade of porcelain beauty says: (me)
i'm hungry
The Why's and Why Nots says: (ash)
go make campbell soup
Fractures in your facade of porcelain beauty says:
don't have at home. only the instant one which tastes like shit
The Why's and Why Nots says:
hahahahaha I have clam chowder and alphabet soup and chicken noodle and cream of mushroom...
Fractures in your facade of porcelain beauty says:
i want mushroom
The Why's and Why Nots says:
I roll the can to your house
Fractures in your facade of porcelain beauty says:
HAHAHAHA
10:50 PM

Panasonic Lumix FX-8 (Pink), MINE :D
10:32 PM
so, things have been looking up since the last time i blogged
dance performance for CCA Pasar was quite strange
had like 20 mins to prepare cos they pushed forward the time
i think we were quite messy. i don't know
but still had fun anyhow!
dying of heat, red face paint dripping
managed to get at least 10 people to sign up for dance :D
thursday was the best day of orientation
walked to police academy for games
everyone got tanner!
then back to school for house cheers & stuff.
finale night! was fabulous.
everyone was going wild.
ORSO rocked :D
left with girlfriend to meet jo & mitch
today we had introductory lectures :/
i really don't wanna take econs anymore. rebelliousness overcomes all of us everytime we step into LT1 for econs lecture, i don't know why
went for lunch with nic ming priscilla xavier drea, then nic & xavier left & jo & nor came.
walked around, then priscilla left & lalee came
went back to school for rockafellaskank 2
it was damn good, better than last year's
was playing the catching hand game with ming drea girlfriend randall & david before the thing started, haha!
they kept forcing me to stand up & go crazy like them
in the end everyone went to the front to mosh & left girlfriend & i stoning
she got high & sheryl & her dragged me up front, where i was forced to jump by elena & cheryl
haha oh well. i'm not the moshing kind.
went to tp after that with ming jo ele nor david randall & another guy
then cabbed home.
1T03, hm
hafta get used to not answering when someone calls t4 anymore
it's kinda strange
let's see, ming drea pris brenda sally xavier bryan charmian jianhong sarah melissa mandi dazzlyn elaina bern derric ian vignesh james i can't remember the rest
don't really know the faces though, esp the jae t3 guys
haha!
but i'm glad i've got ming & drea :D
the march holidays have started! YAY
i am going to study (!)
write out all my notes properly
i am going to do it okay
romp at zouk on thursday
there'll be a dance competition! i think someone asked us to participate but there wasn't enough time for us to practice & stuff. oh well
tanning!
dance practices are starting again, danceworks is in 19 days
oh my oh my that's like 2 weeks plus
PRACTICE!
so exciting.
11:56 PM
ig 9
new/familiar faces
priscilla & brenda came back!
new mass dance
cj uniform that just won't fit me properly
orientation dance performance
1T03
that basically sums up school life now
oh well, at least ming drea & i are in the same class
now i know why claire & ming hate Australia so much.
i can't wait for the fucking march holidays.
then maybe i'll be happier.
i don't know
ROAR
Too much love will kill you
if you can't make up your mind
Torn between the lover & the love you leave behind
You're headed for disaster
Cause you never read the signs.
10:25 PM
friday was fun, went for one lesson & the rest were grandstand periods, taking photos are more :) met jo & jacinta, went down to city hall to meet nor, then jacinta & jo came over in the evening.
everyone went out without me yesterday! so, i met jo & we watched Final Destination 3. oh my goodness, that was the most disturbing show ever. eeyer!
I AM HAPPY.
firstly, I GOT A NEW PHONE!
the sony ericsson k750i really rocks, despite the fact that i don't know how to put in songs & stuff yet
i miss my pink e800c, but,
i am still so happy :D
& secondly,
orientation II starts tomorrow!
it'll be so exciting to see all the new people
thirdly,
there's dance after school! :D
so, i predict that this week will be a great week
haha
see ya'll later alligators!
9:05 PM

skipped school due to a sore throat & flu, but today turned out good cos i got to spend time with jacinta & jo :D
jacinta's hair is really, really red now
we had our routine talk after jo left
egg-cooking too!
mm, i'm loving it :)
yesterday was the best of all, one whole day :)
i don't really wanna go to school tomorrow, but it's the end of the first three months plus posting results.
hm, how exciting :/
9:41 PM